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my blog is dead from now on....
so...
plz..
dont view...

i was bored.
my fren go for movies..
and i m here posting my blog..T.T
y din't i follow them???
good question..
cause not dare to ask mom for permission...
no one chat with me...
and i juz looking at the com with expressionless...@.@
what can i do now...
activities for me on the night time was talking with my gangs...
almost every night...
and now...T.T..all i can do is talking with the wall...
better i sleep early tonight..
cause tomorrow with be a busy day..
so nightz to all..

a train ride that make me wanna scold bad words

ytd went sunway pyramid with quite alot of people...
me..nee...wendy...chiasin...yanqin...zs..oscar..cheung ee..weilun...junyi...hansin.and hs de gurlfren..total is 12...

sue ying ..howard...kian wei...beatrice..also went there..but v walk seperatetly.
at first , v went to the pizzahut..have our breakfast there..hansin already there...after a while..zs there all came to the pizza ad...
after breakfast..v start to skate...i have around 5 years never skate ad...can consider dunno how to play ad...hehe..
and wendy they all teach me...at last i learned it..
unlike last time i went there..i had fall for 6 times..this time..i dint fall at all..this thing made me feel proud...hehe. ^.^
all i wanna say is....skating is really fun..
after skate. v start to 'shop'...but dint found anything to buy ....
haih...and then..went to wong kok to have our dinner...
bcause of wendy birthday...the restaurant gave a big tong of...dunno wat drink..i think it was teh tarik gua...
when eating tat time...wendy and zs they all keep talking something tat i dun understand....until now i was still thinking wat are they talking..wanna ask...but who will answer me??
after that...v shopping again...at last...before v went back..i bought a pair of shoe....hehe..'at last'...
v all are exhausted...really exhausted...hehe..
oo ya...ytd when shopping ,my back pain..so..oscar help me to carry the bag...thanks to him..next time belanja him ice cream lar....

around 7 something..v went out to wait for the bus...wait and wait...
30 minutes passed ad...at last v giv up..we juz call texsi...
reach the station...wait for a while..then i go toilet...then come out..then the train juz went off...OMG!!!!!!!die..everybody was waiting for me...so they also miss the train...everybody..i'm so sorry..T.T..really sorry about that....

v use the next train...the train stop at klang station...but dint stop at teluk gadong and teluk pulai...T.T.......after pass the telok gadong de station the guard onli tell us..the train dint stop there...walao...
nee was so pekcek..hampir hampir T.T...then i quickly call my dad up....and he said wanna fetch me at jalan kastam de station...he was so kind...i love u..muacks...then..my dad fetch jilyne, wendy there all went back to telok gadong de station...wendy stop at chia sin de house...jilyne stop at beatrice de house...and sue ying they all wait at b de house....at last i reach my house...the feeling reach house was great....i like my house so much...and...
nee juz online...and i start to feel tat i was sick...i bath using cool water..cause felt fever coming...after that..
i juz laid on the bed..and nee was trying to made me dun sleep...
at 11 something...she went back back d...and i quickly off pc...and take some wet cloth and put on forehead....how..is really high fever...somemore sore throat....
ytd night,...i juz drank water crazily....bcause cant found some medicine ...my mom dunno about it..and myself dun feel to tell her...
and now...i m here to post this blog...i m much more better now...but still a bit of blur.....
ytd also wendy's birthday...happy birthday to her...it will be a unforgettable 16 birthday for her...
signing off..bye

ji mo , hao le

my thnking , my motion , my everything is starting to sesat-ing

i start to feel that..
everything in me is start become blur and sesat-ing..
juz dunno y..
maybe is because of some secret...
mine secret...our secret...
and secret about the secret ...
time made me grasp about many thing...
some is good..some is bad...
there are so many thing i wanna shout it out..
but i know i cant...
because...these thing were called secret...
this is evan de new song..is nice..


寂寞，好了

拼命的上网
闷坏的胸口让我
想大声 的呐喊

我努力不放
你冷淡 你让分手 就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤

一年过了 还是一天
计算着慌张
计程车上的音响
我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏

夜深了 我怎么办
寂寞了 谁在身旁
心情变的好复杂
想她 念她 恨她

一个人 你害怕吗
细数过 漫天星光
说过永远不分开
多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了 寂寞好了

坚强外表下
我脆弱 情人节开始失常
别人庆祝 我却很失落

秋天过了 冬天漫长
欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢
我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了 我怎么办
寂寞了 谁在身旁
心情变的好复杂
想她 念她 恨她

一个人 你害怕吗
细数过漫天星光
说过永远不分开
多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了 寂寞好了

寂寞 感冒 全都可以好的
爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放

夜深了 我 怎么办
寂寞了 谁在身旁
心情变的好复杂
想她 念她 恨她

一个人 你 害怕吗
细数过 漫天 星光
说过永远不分开
多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
没有你
心 放空了
寂寞 好了

today....went to bangsar with my aunt , my cousin , mom , and my brother...
v went there to buy some new year shirt...v start our shopping journey from 2 something until around 8....v juz keep walking from 1 butik to another...
when reach around 6...v have mcd as our dinner...after that... v continue...to 'shop'
....at 8.20...v go in to the last butik for today...after that...v went back...
today...i juz bought a dress...and this dress..i not really like...cause i dont think it is nice...but my cousin say nice...so..my mom jux bought it...
i was still wonder will i wear it ...or..i will juz send to the cold palace......
i hope..i wont...and..
now i m...posting this blog...and juz like what sinee said...
i m exhausted !!!!!!!!! used up my energy to 'shop' for the whole day...

and tomorrow going undang....will it be a boring day...
is still a mystery ....hope not..
signing off...nightz to all...

today...wake up at 10 something...
and watch meteor garden...
and then..went to 'lan hua yuan'..my cousin baby birthday...
the party is so colourful...and .. i love it!!!..
my cousin got hire a clown ....and he juz do some magic on the stage...
and the magic...not really nice...honestly ...hehe..but can made children happy......
then the clown use the balloon to do some thing like flower..dog..
haih..
i wan it la...but not dare to ask...then i ask my brother to take for me...but..he ignore me...how sad...T.T...at last..i went near to the clown...but then ...at last...dint get the balloon also...haih...aijo...hu want to make me 1 !!!!!!!!
at last .. i juz brought back home 2 normal balloon...1 green and 1 red...
haih....disappointed lar.....then...after that go back home lor.
napped for 1 hour.. then ...
prepare to qi shen part...
happy birthday to him....

at there meet shu wen..her bf..then ren jie..shu ying....v went there bbq...got a guy...he roasted 3 chicken for us...anyway..v feel sorry la...then v want to barbecue some sausage giv to him....anyway..juz wanna say sorry to him...hehe.....
after sang birthday song...v went back ad...
and here is me skype-ing with wendy and posting this blog...
tata...
nightz..to all..
i was still wish to get tat shaped balloon..is so cute!!!!